its shubaaaaaaaaaa! xD

2009-03-28T15:20:00.007+08:00

my speech day speech..

ITS JUS PART 1.

sry tt its not tt clear guys :)

Part 2 below :D

this is e first time im uploadin MY SPEECH!.

ITS FOR MALAYSIA FAMILLYY :)

a big tnks to YT for invitin me to give e speech

for all e help for speech

n all of u ytzens hu EH SHUBAA! all e best for speech ah

"hey ur SPEECH was gd man! so inspiring"

this speech me won b A SWENSES TREAT FROM SUU!! hahaha

hmm jaratt where were u?! id tot u wld come for ma speech.gahh!

2009-01-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

its been 20 days since i blogged yeah.
gees i think i lost the hype abt bloggin
reali
almost all the ppl in ma out category have changed
thier blog adds
n many has asked to RELINK! RELINK!
im jus too lazy,
sry guys.
i think
this blog is goin to b deleted soon.

yeah:D
well MY LIFE for past 20 days.esp
ma finally deserved holiday was amazin
full of love n ENJOYMENT.
went out on our own for e first time in 17 yrs
it was gr8. reali. n a new family join our GANG.
the kids are jus unique.
i feel reali blessed n gifted n lucky n amazed.

sadly i fell dead sick like neva b4 n im in e process
of recovery. yeah.
n oh IM A 10 POINTER!! yeah 1 + 0 = 1
its the maximum point 1 :p ha!
wadeva. yeh.
gees it came wid alot of people's prayers
n god;s blesssings
ill jus go where this points take me.

school to start soon.
i hope ill b perfectly fine by then
n IM READY
oh
n im sooo lookin forward to the days to come of this month n
feb
THERE IS SOOO much to lok for
cny gathering."kepong meets yishun"
school posting
manhora rehearsals
school starts
manohra performance
thaipusam
shubaa bdae
valentines day
n alot more!!
wheeeehhaaa~ how u wish u had ma life>
iM SOOO BLESSED!
wat a show off u may think? but im jus overjoyed now
n oh i feelin weak too :
takkair everi1. kinda lost touch wid sum ppl
but i still remember all of u .reali
su n ruohan u r much missed guys muax!

2009-01-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE N ALL!!
n may god blessings to always showered upon u
n y did i say positive energy to every1
well?
speak good stuff.
hear gd stuff n
hav gd thoughts
u realise life is so much easier n much delightful

its 2009

the numbers are not tt pretty lookin nine looks odd!

ahh the results will b here soon

n where hav i been?

dancin everidae ppl.everidae.

ITS SOOOOOOOOO HAPPENING.mind blowing.

n i love the feelings tt we get thru the production

im being not oni a dancer but an actress for a small part

heheeh

n yay im a spider!,water!,plant!,elephant!,village girl!

manohra its a thai-indian love story

pretty sweet n emotional!

let me noe if ur interested TICKETS $20

feb 6-7. :D

i hope all ma frens are doin well.n i miss alot of ppl

esp 4e7 asses. tmr start of sch.for e first time no one in ma

hse is goin sch.haha feels gd. but not for long a months time

id be packin ma bag also gees.

a new year to look forward to.

i thank all those hu msged n called me deeply:) i had

some reali surprising calls n messages

glad u remember me .

love all-care 4 all

2008-12-04T12:44:00.003+08:00

PROM!.
haha
i hav sooo many words to describe it
but duno which is appropriate
it was simple
n I HAD GREAT FUN.
su was e biggest entertainer
laavin made my day
n hmm
everione else present was jus
interestingly.
nice.
ha
photos in friendster
few days time
MA ROOM
MA ROOM
gee.s
i wake upat 8am or 9am EVERIDAY!!
u asses still sleepin till 11?/
ahhH!H!
my room.room ..room
I LOVE MA ROOM!

2008-11-26T19:39:00.002+08:00

4E7! CHALET IS CONFIRMED.
pls come.
or e chalet will b of NO PURPOSE:D
its oni 15dollars per PERSON!.

harlo everione.wow e last i blogged was 11days ago

ive been realli bz wid ma room makeover!

its awesome.

in e process.

i soooo love it. and YEAH THIS IS WAT I WANTED ALL ALONG

miss tt kiddy palace of mine too

but its ok.

this more of a ssweeett 16 teen! gees.

job?-not realli bothered.

dance?-goin for it on dec15

school?-out of e ques

bhajan?-duuh! everi weekend

outings?- yes yes still haven go out wid so oomany ppl

sry yeah. ma room is first priortiy den yeah! hahahah:D

lovessss! dun lose ur self!

im soo lovin this break.

ytd wen back to schfor sc camp.mixed feelings.appreciate their willingness to do sth NEW.gd job for tt.9thytsc-soo nice laughin! hehehehehehehehehhe. - 5th december!! dun run away :)

2008-11-15T16:26:00.002+08:00

woohhh! im goin to celebrate ma deepavali tmr

but aniways I LOVE MICHAEL.

yeah he is a growin STAR.

hope he gains popularity sooon!

his hot in everi way.

he can dance like beyond e explanation of e word

he has e charm beyond his hair

he has a smile beyond a fake one.

n he has a great personality tt an emo kid wld laugh

tts michael.

ill continue mY SEARCH:p n ill show ruohan.iwill.naenae

SINCE O LEVELS ENDED

hours i hav been hm

is jus to sleep

how lucky m i?

veri.

SENTOSA was awesome. e beach n e waters calmed me down so much

n it was damn romantic.

hmm SECRET RECIPE was a hole in ma pocket

but yeah wid e weirdoS susu n ruo ruo.ok la nvm!

COUSINS.

RICE TABLE.IMM.LITTLE iNDIA.

luge ride was sooo funN!

HOW NICE if we cld do tt for at least an hour?

im runnin out of clothings.

i needa go shop so badly.

lovin ma life

e bz schedule starts e comnin week.

work?dance?bhajan ?

EVERI DAY.EVERI WEEK.

this SPEAKS E WORD holiday

after 10yrs of education.

trust is e most impt in a relationship

next in line is communication

if not say bye bye to ur frens

2008-11-06T21:43:00.003+08:00

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!? -not thought abt tt yet
ANIWAYS.

so cute rite?

how nice if life always happiness/peace?

look at this 2 ppl

feel peaceful?

well i do..
but e surroundings are jus blaring
how nice if we all dun grow up
but we do

well teenagers respect ppl arnd u
for who they are.
though u love ur identity and
love to talk so much
jus zip it a lil.

besides,
wen i hav $$
i pray id b able to go to
e africa and help the starvation, mulnutrition children
dear human geog students
we learn so much n study so much but wat are we goin to
do after todae's paper?
I THINK WE SHLD REALI HELP e earth like in anyway we can

somehow i reali hope id hav cute babies
somehow i dun wanna get married
n sometimes
i jus hope i dun hav any child either
COZ WEN THEY GROW
ITS SOOOOOOOO HURTFUL.
y?askurselves.

ilovemaself still.

2008-11-05T15:01:00.003+08:00

HAMILTON WON E TITLE.
ILOVE HIM TOOO!!

n congrats OBAMA.
first BLACK president
wheee!

2008-11-05T14:47:00.002+08:00

im in love wid children
yeah
from baby to about 8 -9 yrs old
yay!
ha

3 more papers n
i hav a whole lot of stuff planned
i hav a new couple tt LOVES ME sooo much
hope things work out for both of u!
ill keep disturbin till den.gah gah gah

MOMMY! I NEEDA BREAKKK.
m i studyin tt hard?
well not reali. ive been havin gd time thru this
super fast weeks that hav passed.
sacrficed much?
hmm not reali either. maybe ma dance classes oni
BUT HEY IM GOIN THIS SUNDAY. i cant take it anymore
not bent for ages like tt

gahh. i love maself n THOMBI n children n MY NEW COUPLE

2008-10-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

im crazy abt dancing
i loved the vidiya vidya deepavali show
n I REALI CAN FEEL MYSELF DERE
im runnin
to jurong prata kadai right after o;s
hahahahha
dang. hopefully still ___
yeah!

watchin the show has infested my mind
i reali havin hard to concentrate
deepavali
came n gone
wat did i celebrate?
self entertainment.
its e worst n best deepavali
worst coz i stayed hm mostly .
best coz i sat at VIP seat ytd! MUAHHAHAA
ILOVEMUADAD.

someday ill appear

its history tmr.im freakin out
7papers over
7more
no comments.

2008-10-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

yeah this new spark.ha
hot rite
i always look for him in e papers since sept.
he gives the ronaldo look to me
all e best
CLINCH THE TOP!!

well the sec sch life ends
wid e start tmr
ill neva b prepared
but jus give ma best
let god handle e rest

ROLAND CALLED wishin ALL 4E7 LOVABLE SOULS
ALL E BEST

yeah we are goin to MAKE HISTORY
e level is GOIN TO MAKE HISTORY
n yishuntown will REMEMBER us
for a life time:D
coz they can b come ____
yeah.

id blog everi week i guess
not sleepy
not VERY SCARED
not VERY WORRIED
tinge of all e feelings
i think results time will b even worse

someitmes speakin to sum of u
i jus miss u ppl even more
reali 4/7
see u guys tmr
ID PRAY FOR US. we wil WIN E RACE
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!

im missin firewalking.dang

2008-10-15T19:59:00.002+08:00

hola! its wednesday already. its been 5 days since grad day
wat hav i done?
less den 10 things
WAIT
LESS DEN 5 THINGS?
MY GOD. SHUBAAA

yes i duno wwats wrong wid me
i hope i get back ma engine somehow
aniways
MET MY LOVEBIRDS TODAE.
haha
yay!

n anyways my malaysia trip
was awesome. it was reali A HOLIDAY
LIKE GIRLS OUTING.
ha
we had e room to ourselves.
i love hema,praka,prasana alot
I CAM HOGGED WID DEM.
i did.
first time i felt like sree/ruohan haha

deep in me i noe it.
but im pushin it away as far as i can
sometimes it strucks me again
but u dun deserve it.
ultimately U HAV THEM.

i love maself.i love aiyah.ilove sree.ilove aravin anna.i love all 4e7 guys.ilove 4e7 girls.ilove ma family.ilovehema.ilove my bhajan members.ilove ma malaysia cousins.ilove MY TAMILMOVIES
n mr teo get well soon:D

2008-10-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

tnks dad for e pic.

aniways this was a certificate for being first in class

im not boasting but seriously not expected

aniways this an o;s

i gave a speech was shocked tt i had to

n i behaved like I NEVA SPOKE B4 rite su?

i was irritatin them to bits

n as soon as i KNEW STH i got soo excited dat i ran arnd

sch findin u guys to tell u wen i was suppose to b in e hall

it was amazin ceremony.

like NOT COZ OF MA SPEECh but everithin la

mr teo sang lah

so freakkin awesome

mdm tang;s solo was even more perfect

n I LOVE ALL THE GIFTS N CARDS N MSGS I RECEIVED

4E7 lit the 4e7 torch ourselves again

4e7 did billi banja in the parade square

4e7 camped at the domb till 9+ talkin

n i __. damn ha. i had a partner

EEE SHAWWWN/ e short :P

n den we hugged.smiled.hand shook

its amazin how much we hav grown

its amazing how much hidden secrets we had

boon ping I STILL LOVE U N TREAT U PART OF US

TNK U FOR THANKIN ME

i reali WISH I CAN HELP U more.

n JING KAI U R jus a lifeguard to b LOVE YA

gene gene.syafiq,eugene,eshawn, U GUYS ROCK in entertaining sector

I MISS U ALL IN HUNDREDS.

all e hot babes tnk u soo mnuch .. comin hm wid MICHELLE lee n STEPH

was soo funy. we were centre of attraction in bus rite

i can jus go on n on abt tonite. IT WAS AMAZING

its 1am now. im soo missing all of u

felt so touched

n tnks to ALL THOSE TOOK PHOTO WID ME

I LOVE U TOO.

N THOSE PRASING MA SPEECH

I LOVE U TOO

hu den u dun love?

hmm B.E.GIFT

hahah

ruo n su we are like e hang out budies

but we went hm our own!

ironical

BUT BOTH OF U GAVE ME FANTASTIC GIFTS

SERIOUSLY

TNK U SO MUCH

N HUGS N LOVES

n all everione else. MY MONKEY PIC BY JARATT

ruzzie i neva knew i was this hot.

butterfly id miss u.

u look so cute in all the pics

N OH

ANIRBAN N ME SCANDALOUS SEH

SAM I LOVE U even MORE MORE MORE for tt:P

no way . i was screamin in ma heart n

jus bowed

I LOVE YTSS FOR ITS HOLISTIC EDUCATION

I LOVE MR WEE FOR BEING A UNIQUE TEACHER

I LOVE MR TEO FOR BEING SO HOT

I LOVE 4E7 FOR IT MEANS A CLASS

I LOVE ALL THE SOULS HU GAVE CARDS -->plus e councillors!! tnk u so much

fasihah,vino :)

n I LOVE MY PARENTS FOR BRINGIN ME TO THIS WORLD

im off for a holiday.~~ oooh

2008-10-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

before i forget
dear homosapiens
please be sensitive to opp sex
in terms of physical contact
in terms of verbal behaviours
esp if u r jus frens
n if u ARE IN a relationship
respect ur body .
tis sounds reali weird
but WAKE UP TEENAGERS

anyway brutal reality
5 more days of ytss
its a sch i regretted enterin in 2005 jan
but ever since feb i was in fantasy
n MY CHARACTER/ATTITUDE/ACHIEVEMENT is all
coz of this wonderful sch
though many mite hate it coz of being feltered or mugger-type
I FEEL ALL ROUNDED havin great frens,family,teachers,studies,character,achievement
for a sixTEEn year old.
i wont cry.
ill miss
alot OF WONDERFUL ppl
ill remember each one of u :D esp 4e7 muax n some SPECIAL TEACHERs!

2008-10-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

I MISSED SREE ANNA
I MISSED ARAVIN ANNA.
its past tenses cause they are bacc
yay!

I HAV A NEWWW MONKEY
n trust me no one in e wrld has this
its not a soft toy kinda like my 26 ones
THIS IS UBBER DIFF
N SPECIAL
COZ ITS MADE OUT OF ____

i can post the pic here but im gonna start studyin
coz if i started puttin ma pics
ill not stop den tadah the time wld go
n tadah i needa sleep
n BOOHOOO time is wasted
well my weekend was not reali SPENT on studies
i went out alot. nvm! im contented still
next weekend IM OUT TOO! totally
OUT AWAY
ha
whee. m i n olevel student ma dance frens asked
this thurs dance too
i needa get ma teachers blessings wat
n she said shell teach me lil bit on thurs too
wheee!
dancin rocks ma life
hav u ever sit in a temple n chant mantras ALOUD wid priest
has anyone not your family member not ur fren tell u I LOVE U
n give u a hug?
has anyone tell u u are my close fren n we will keep in touch - confidently?
hav u brothers hu sayang u lots
well I EXPERIENCED ALL OF DEM

2008-10-01T11:08:00.005+08:00

I HAVE UR PHOTO IN MY PHONE. i guess ma camera man took it JK
" yi fei y like tt..keep droppin. CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE"
" YI FEI CHANGE LA. strip now!"
wbowagbuosbdfon !?!?!?!?!? -JK

hola. its
SUSU bdae todae HAPPY BDAE
its HARI RAYA TODAY
so selemat hari raya to all ma muslim fweens
syafiq,zaki,husna,suhaidah,afrah,khairiah,ruzzie,zur'ain
n many more :D

nite study has been goin quite well
i manage to zip my mouth
BUT HEYY! HOW DO I NOT SING?
haha.
maybe tts e secret to a's rite eeeee :P
i wander how shubaa....
i wander how shubaa..
aiyooo BOBBBY N EEEE. go sing tamil songs

n i BUTTERFLY ROCKS.
such a CUTE MAN!
join netball girl team yipee.

nyjc was nice, damn big sch
not decided anythin though.
tt indian man freakked me out TNKS SAM N SU N RUO! u guys
were SOOO HELPFUL :@
nyp talk was kewl. INFORMATICS SECURITY? IF I HAD e passion
i wld but sry. nahh
DHOOL WAS AWESOME. i was alone at hm
surround systems all on , n I screamed danced whoo
i felt like as if i was performing .
someday i will n i must.
dancing is like e best thing to do

its OCTOBER ALREADI. e o level month
ahhh! so fast yeah
aniways ITS ONI 6 SCHOOL DAYS.
darn seriously. i hope i wont cry on grad nite
i wont lah ha. IM strong
its not as if we are gonna die but eh ho its goin to b a long break
challeettt? our jb outing :P

prom?! wats happening? U WANNA GO
DEN Y U NEVA TAKE INITIATIVE TO PLAN!

2008-09-24T17:38:00.001+08:00

NEVER CRY FOR ANY RELATION IN LIFE
BECAUSE FOR THE ONE WHOM YOU CRY
DOES NOT DESERVE YOUR TEARS
AND THE ONE WHO DESERVES
WILL NEVER LET YOU CRY......... .........."

2008-09-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

human race!!

yeah. i stole sylvia camera soo tadah!

aniways MY PRELIM RESULTS ARE ALL OUT

WELL LIKE SO MANY DAYS AGO..

N I DID REALI WELL.

im praisin myself for e first time

coz I GOT WAT I AIM FOR O;S. not prelims

but dang ITS LIKE NO O;S YEET

n I NOE I DIDNT DO DIS MASELF

I REALI DIDNT PUT in enuff effort to get this 10 points.

i danced like mad.i cried like shit oni MY FOUR WALLS NOE

N MAYBE some souls. BECASUE I WAS GOIN CRAZYY!!

no time to study. i was grumblin grumblin

so yeah its a miracle. it reali is.

tnks god :D

n MY FANTASTIC LOVABLE 4E7 IMPROVED LIKE WOOOOOH

SYAFIQ GOT B FOR HIS PHY !! like towards TIM TIM alreadi

EUGENE IMPROVE L1R5 TREMENDOUSLY

boon PING!! GOT BELOW 20 !

my JOKER passed PHY!!

zaki IMPROVED by 10 points

n SUSU GOT B3 FOR A MATH FROM failing!!

RUOHAN GOT HER 1sss for HER MATHS!

claps claps claps

n the trio got below 15 points. TADAH!

so smart rite. everione improved sooo much ooh n even REBECCA

SHE IS LIKE TOP TOP alreadi. wheeha!

we can do it 4/7 though we still

;underperform'

its ok if we perform now later expectations to high:P

WE WILL WIN E RACE

IM SAD.

ONI 3 WEEKS LEFT N Bye eugene n by joker.

solitude.ha.

ANIWAYSSS GENE , SYAFIQ, AND SHAWN! hav new hairstyles

occassionaly N THEY ARE NICEEE!

takkair everione.dun lose steam

its gonna b niiiiiiiiiiggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhtttttt study

I LOVE VADI ++ DHOOL best prog!

2008-09-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

see how happily he is smiling

so am i!! well its not coz i did veri well for a math

but its coozzzz the prelim tension

is almost TO B OVER.

it was realii crazy moving. n i almost like GIVE UP

but i cld hear all ma debate trainer voice, dancer teacher yells

I WOKE UP! n i pushed on

it was reali tough n for goodness sake

teachers THIS IS NOT THE O LEVEL TIMETABLE

SO DONT _ _ _! YEAH

DUN.

but nvm e mad race is over. left wid phy

well i definitely had not prepared enuff

but wat i cld wid e time i had

so ill jus wait for e results

jan-june it was DEABTEEE!! n council hadin over

june to aug it was DANCEEE!! n studies

aug to sept it was PRELIMSSS!

sept to nov its gonna b O LEVLES

nov to dec its HOLIDAAYYy! like roam arnd e city

n den Jan- FEB hopefully some other dance learning N RESULTS

n FEB IM BACK TO SCH:)))

whenever sth ends sth starts

aniways i think ALL 4E7 STUDENTS

NEED TO B APPLAUDED FOR THE BIGGEST

EYEBAGS WE HAV N FOR THE SUSTAINABILITY

WE HELD

WE WILL WIN E RACE

N LIGHTTTT EEE WAAYYYy!!

I LOVE this class. so treat urself guys

like to cadburryY choc a whole bar.woooo!

learn to love urself first b4 u love others

n im startin to love children

n when i smile young kids smile back /wave to me

its jus such a nice feeling.

so parents treat ur kids well DUMBO coz when they got oldeR

u will regret. BE PATIENT N NOT RUDE .

ill stare at u, :D

' stupid child, stop crying lahhH!'

2008-09-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

its 1.15 am now eeks.

im havin weird sleepin time.

i fall asleep n BE WIDE awake at weird timings

nvm.its e holidays so yeah.

not for o level studetns cause they needa mug OH BORE! u

NEED A BREAK TOO so chill out

e human race was aweeeeeeeeeesooooooooooooomeeee
i reali enjoyed maself.runnin wid 100000 OVER PPL! yay
n tnks sylvia for like pushin us for dis.
hehe! n N BOYS LIKE GIRLS WAS GREAT
it was ma first time listenin to them.but NO HEADACHES
LIKE our bands:P yay. n tnks for donuts ruzz.
it was reali a nice time wid 4e7 asses.

some ppl are jus turnin reali matured
actin to b matured
i duno wat is wat
jus dun b fooled in e end.
:D

N THE EMCEES WERE ___
ruohan share ok? nathan mine.big bang urs den
wooooooddd we share! lalaa.can u believe that
e pic abv is :DDDD muahahahaha.
stalker:P

happy teachers day to all e lovable patient teachers out there
u r fortunate to b one
coz u get to impact young lives
n do service to us by educatin us
education is THE MOST IMPT
so claps to u .
n I WAS DEEMED THE _____ by ____ wheeehaa!
im high yeah? at dis point of nite
but im yet to do PHY FOR PHY LESSON TMR AT 8.
m i gonna b late?
oh n 98.7fm is e best channel to tune in.LOL

hav u ever stopped chasin clouds/followin e flow/being in daze
n ask urself wat r u doin?

I SUPPORTED CHARITY .ran for a CAUSE

2008-08-14T20:54:00.002+08:00

im aware changes always occur

but its jus sad

im too attached to one

once i know

u y my fren

learnin to heck care

iS JUS IMPOSSIBLE for me

y am i not changin den

or y cant i chnage den

dang.

.........................................

COZ u will lose out one day

as e world changes

n ppl change.

humans change.

dun hav this weakness tt i hav.

tnkfully i saw u after donkey years.

2008-08-10T23:01:00.004+08:00

it was beyond explanation.

i had a splendid time performin IN E RAIN

slippery floor though rathi akka fell badly

we still completed e dance.

IT WAS SOOOOOOO HAPPENING e red sea of audience

CHEEERED.SCREAMED.i felt e spirit whether u did or not

singapore rulez.

e fireworks were AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL

i stayed n watched n squeeeezzeed ma way thru 10000000 peeps

hehe. N I LOVE E AIR GLOVE! ndp came n left.

black knights LOVE IS awesome.

its e best feeling for e month.2 weeks time one more to go

NO WORDS TO EXPRESS MA GRATITUDE

to everi single of one u HU MSGed me.

IM REALI GIFTED TO HAV SUCH frens LIKE U

esp 976....yeah u noe!

n nritalaya for GIVIN ME e opportunity

ooh n abi's hair was KEWLL~!

psst. there are a few hot ppl whom u jus cant walk away

w/o lookin. SO RUOHAN GET UR HANDS OFF N.H! ill kick u!

2008-08-08T22:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE :D in 1h 30 mins time
wheeee! let us celebrate this moment a brand new___
TODAE WAS REALLLY NICE @ ytss. after 3 years im wid E YTZEN SPIRIT
ruohan n me SCREAMED THE national day songs (out of tune)
awesome. this is home TRULYy!!! i luv luv luv SINGAPORE

n e best part of todae was PHOTOGRAPHS.yeaH

it felt like graduation. everywhere u go. IS SNAP SNAP SNAP~

almost got harrassed by PUNDA! haha. n den kinda hands on shoulder by abscdd.yeah scandalousss...n DEN IT WAS E HOTtest ___ of todae whoo

n MA MOST FAV ___ IN E WORLD! wheeeeeeeee

oh n e shawn,dielan,fasehah,jeya,MS ZARA :) winks.n slack wid ruohan

i await TMR ITS MY

DAY! PLEASE TURN ON E TV. LOOK ON THE RIGHT 1ST PERSON
IN BLUE N ORANGE IS SHUBAA :D
screammm MA NAME! n ill smile at u if i can hear :P
nn nn THANK U TO ALL THE SWEETEST PERSON ON EARTH FOR
WISHIN ME ALL E BEST
I LOVE ALL OF U. EVEN boon ping wished me JUST.
I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVED.

2008-08-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

oh NO. ive no idea y r u angry.

im reali tiredd.. coz of houework.homework/dance/run?

n u hav ur own things to do

so do i actually.

c'mon! :) its shubaa.. soo smile n give in

hehe.i tink U R REALI NICE OK

n oh todae sylvia gav me a card?

though it was sth indirectly ____ for

U KNEW WHICH ONE I WANTED.

whee gold gold rite.

yay!

n im like feeling better now

esp SINCE I KNEW HOW TO DO E MATHS paper

after such a longg time..

phy was crap but expected.

TMR ITS SPA. finaly SPA

NEVER TAKIN SCI IN JC COZ SPA IS JUS THE

WORST HORRIBLE part of sci realllli. think b4 u choose sci

BURN UR hand? BREAK stuff. GO QUESTION mark

without understandin ques. its hellllll

scolding period appreciation.hehehhee

SOOO U DERE. SMILE! N LETS CONTINUE CRAP ok

2008-08-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

its reali goin crazy.
its oni DAY 3 peeps
but i tell u its crazy

slept at 1. out at 8 back at 10.slept at 1.up at 6.
out at 7.back at 3pm.out at 6pm n back later.
i reali wan a day for maself
so badly.
jus to zzzz.zzz.
n ma earings are OUT OF STOCK.
darn.
its crazy

2008-08-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

my parents hav left.
ha? it was ___
it is ___
eeek ruohan is in ma hse now! GO HOME I WNNA SLEEp

n zakiiii actually smells MALAY GIRLS, SEE indian girls n the other 2 words are disgusting so ILL SPARE U.hahahah!!

n oh IM GOIN TO HAV CHILDREN NAMES, euba, shugene, adibah?wats wrong wid u!. how long ah. SHUBAA AND.... HOW LonG AH.

grrrrr! love sick la u.

and anirban! calling ma fav peng da PUNDA! PUNDA! haha

kang FU! PUN DA! haha my my . class is soo funny

im missin u guys.sry for not bein @ reherasal todae

n oh its NDP TMR. 2nd last time alreadi

sighs. preview it is

i must dance well.

i hope WE WILL MANAGE FINE N MA PARENTS

HAV E BEST TRIP ever.

loveeeeeeeeeeee e world

DUN JUDGE OTHERS COZ U HAV no time TO LOVE THEM!

2008-07-20T16:45:00.004+08:00

kutrala kuruvanji power!

haa e drama is so nice.

sundays suppose to me by free day n goin vinayagar temple

but its replaced wid rehersals

dang!

i realli love to help out in

publicity but time is jus not there for me sry!!

oh n roland has returned to canada ytd. luckily we manage to at least go out ONCE.wid crapo boys n sam n dumbo n su.pizza hut;s hot chocolate is yummmmmmy.

TO ZAKI!u r officially my most prominent fan of my blog. so you can now give urself one pat on ur back. to those secretive readers too bad ;P

happy birthday eugene LAMM :D i seriously loveeee havin u on e left side of class n psst i realli didnt cry on fri.i jus was laughin lah? though i realli ____ n all but ha! dun thiNK U R SOO WANTED OK? OH N U NOE I CALLED U FOR THE STUPIDEST THINGY B4. today as u TURN 16 U MUST FORGET ABT IT. all e best to u n may ur wishes come true

happppppyyy bdaeeeee <3

2008-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

WU RUOHAN IS OFFICIALLY REALLI DUMB.
laugh 1000000000000000000000000000 times a day?
n give deaf ppl replies:p
-tts enuff for u too GRR!

k i cant wait to get ma feet onto marina floatin stage again tmr.i wanna get

into that dream world of mine its soo nice feeling n like an escape for me!tnk god

for allowin me to B A DANCER.

aniways, i scored SOOO BADLY FOR A MATH TEST. nut differentiation

its all so scary now. but we gotta work together. n HAV SELF DISCIPLINE

DUN WAIT FOR OTHERS TO PUSH U ANYMORE

DO IT YOURSELF.ITS UR GRADES.ITS UR FUTURE. not teachers' guys:D

back hm.life's realli harewire.dun wish to describe here but i hope. T comes in place

n FRIENDS IN MA CLASS ARE IRREPLACABLE.

-love ma life.

2008-07-11T22:41:00.005+08:00

i laughed realli a lot todae such tt

on my way hm wid all of dem i reali cldnt laugh

i jus giggled a bit n stomach heard so badly so i jus shut

all e way hm'

n dragged my feet home.

my class is jus full of laughter

i reali reali love each of u guys n captain ball

though we played 1000 times kinda borin

but lookin at ur expressions E SHAWn!(yawns!a woof n puff)hahhahaha. is jus of complete joy to me

i will not forget u .each n one of u

reali, veronica was sooo cute todae!

currently ; im jus going wid flow/dancin hard n laughin a lot .

i hope it remains throughout ma life! n at least some of u peeps or

if possible ALL tag wid me to jc.

yeah n to all e BOYS who noe me

ha jus dun take girls for granted ok?

for me

no relationships till 20+++

TT OSO [pending]

the week reali went nice nice .start of e day is quite shaky.

stomach growling.small fights wid GENE n zaki

den end of day wit gene,EEE SHAWN!! syafiq n ruohan,su, n all

its reali funnniii. ROLAND IS BACK btw. he hasnt changed jus tt

slang n all ha. tnks for the DOLLAH.ha i still remember him last yr wid us

n yeah ytd was soo crapo.all got into trouble all ha! it was gd to B ORALLIN

will miss u .when ya leavin soon.

im back to NDP TMR! there is MINISTER TMR. how lucky m i

to take part in ndp.veri.

i love maself! a lot. n ma new slipper is HOT.

wheee NIKE RUN.IM GOIN! its in aug too? aug is wooooh

2008-07-09T00:47:00.004+08:00

its goin to take months before i get to step my feet into the sandy beach.
man somehow i think the new timetable todae is jus
WAT A GIFT FOR POST YOUTH DAY? harlo. cant we hav our time of plannin revision
are 16yr olds TT NOOB dat 4-5 or 4-6 dey cant plan wat they hav to do:(
darn. this feelin has never come upon me. but it reali made me mad todae
maybe cause my stomach was growlin at 4 n
ROLAND WAS ARRVING! ha.
i realli wanna go to e beach for a whole day + nite. i wish i cld.
my head feels heavy now. mayb coz its 1250am now ha.
well SEC4S OUT THERE. o levels IS A VERY IMPT RACE but jus DUN LOSE URSELF
STAY WID UR FRENS. ENJOY their COMPANY n lOVE ALL! cozz as u see e countdown
to o;'s . its e countdown to say BYE TO UR FRENS/ temporarily/permanently/ whicheva

I THANK GOD> for giving me the passion to DANCE. coz not for this. i thikn
ill b leadin bored life. not totally but yeah.
btw im learnin to b homemaker.my life is reali goin to B FUN in aug.
wid ma dance DRAMA. NDP! n tc of hse./cook?! er.washclothes? ha yeah.
n PRELLIMSS. tc everione.. stay FIT N DUN FORGET TO SMILE.
believe IN URSELF. coz i do believe in U!

2008-07-02T19:51:00.002+08:00

I hav NO IDEA hu is tt man standin there! but nvm!
NDP @ MARINA BAY 2008 is goin to b e BEST EVER
FOR ME. coz im seein EVERITIN LIFE
n adrian PANG AS EMCEE. abi shankara as emcee
woooooh its JUS SOOOO!! AHH
nn nn. we are like THE LIMELIGHT DURIN e dance..
the atmosphere jus rocks WHEN THERE WAS NO AUDIENCE:p
n the WHOLE DAMN THINGY. is jus beyond explanation
i hav jus 6 MORE WEEKS to enjoy. n den dang. its over.
NO MATTER how much pressure i feel n my legs feel ill PUSH MY WAY.

todae was mt oral.wow the topic jus made me AH! it was

advertisements (gd n bad) ahh y i didnt talk abt getting CON at all

sad yeah? but i think i did well enuff. so claps shubaa.

being last in a oral ROOM IS CREEPPY but jeya n najeer were

awesome entertainers. THOUGH VERY IRRITating. i didnt feel tt tense

thanks guys! hmm praises todae were unexpected. tnk u juniors.

never thought u guys BOTHERED . ha.

i can neva ask for a better life den this...

2008-06-28T08:56:00.003+08:00

MUHAHAHA!
here we come to MARINA FLOATIN STAGE.. WHEE HA!
sarennnniyyaa to crap wid,
hw to do
n grumbleee.
yay yay!
i alreadi hav agreed to b in here so im goin to go all e way out
NO BACKIN OUT SHUBAA!

school has been quite slow movin?timetable is sooo nice lots breaks

but hey im not pushin maself at all. im far far away AH.

grr. IM GOIN TO catch up somehow i HOPE.

n will try.

mr wee wants a TIMELY/WEEKLY Timetable but how i dun wanna

show my hours of dance...he will ROARRRRRRRRRRR!

n oh MR TEO;'S ORAL CLASSES ARE AWESOME.

4E7'S CAPTAIN BALL is jus SOO FUNNY

N IM REALI MISSIN MY CLOSE BUDDIES

ive a new addict game tnks to jK

realli jk,gene,su,han,fiq,shawn,anirban!!, zaki hahaha lame jokes of his

is sooo entertainin MISSION IMPOSSIBLE n YOU!! hahaha

I CANT IMAGINE MY LIFE NEXT YR THIS TIME

WITHOUT ALL THESE PPL. im realli goin to miss u

im veg-48days-its not bad so far-jus a bit weak from body to legs

im survivin coz i laugh 24/7 when im in sch

n feel loved at hm.

2008-06-18T18:18:00.003+08:00

haha! so cute aint it?

HEY SHUBAA! dun go for e party lah.come join us?

no she cant! she has to see her boyfren

show wat is she wearing> den she can come:D

my god? i hav a boyfren yeah..

anyways u never know HOW IMPT STH IS TO U TILL U EXPERIENCE A

BAD INCIDENT. so trust me treasure everything n everyone realllI!

this is cause.

i have had tons of leg injuries but for the first time when this happened

i felt so down n was sooo grr the whole time

coz i NEED MY LEG TO DANCE !! i reali hav an extra passion for dancing these days

coz u can jus show all ur emotions in them n like ACT TO B SOMEONE ELSE

its realli fun. im sooo not shy type. but ill b doin this shy shy scene.

IT REAALI FORCES THINGS OUT OF U!>bend ur body allt he wayyyy

let ur leg touch ur head.

KNEE DOWN.UP .down! Up!. ahh its REALI HURTS. but nvm

im sure all these will make me a better dancer.

i LOVE HEMA'S hse. her family is jus soooo nice.(LIKE MINE!)

MP/MP/MP

errr?>!

2008-06-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

do u ever expect someone u never thought abt
for 4 years
n u neva close wid even back den
to like
remember u
ur name?
n U NEVER MET for tt whole time.
CARE FOR U summore.
wow.

the student council

2008-06-14T00:16:00.004+08:00

wow council camp was ytd..

they were so sweet to invite us back for a sharing session

Muahahaha! like im SOME BIG EXPERIENCE

OLD GRANDMA YEA.

blahh sometimes i can jus talk n talk n talk

n duno wen to stop u noe.

tnkfully i kept it quite short??! hopefully

my points were straightforward n simple

COUNCILLORS MUST THINK!

DO MORE THAN WAT U REQUIRE AS A JUNIOR

TIME MANAGEMENT,BELIEVE IN URSELF

DUN LIVE IN THE PAST.

YEAPS.

after which i kinda watched them a bit. n DENN

it was fuNNN!!

dearest sec4 councillors

hahaha at first it was me yan zhen and khai one team

vs sam yi fei and ken damn funni

i laugh laughed LAUGH A LOT! N RAN

DEN it was like keep addin on adding on

TILL ALL SEC4S tt suppose to come was dere

sooo funn

we plaYEDN PLAYED

like ahh i feel like vommitting

SHUDDUP SHUBAA! jus play

i cldnt stop laughin. coz we score like

cheating?

molesting?

kicking.

hahaha damnnn funnn

n sweet celine BOUGHT FOR US DRINK!S

you wei asked if i wanted anythin

i said MILLOO DINAASOOUUR! no pearl

it came FULL OF PEARLS

eeek.everi straw PEARL.haha

i was gettin high by den:P

I LOVE DEM. den hmm we wanted attention

so faster came up wid food cheer

den we did a parade on our own

with mariah n all HUMMIN THE DRUM tune

like investiture

how nice? i loveeee them sooooo much

beyond explanation

i was almost in tears in memories of

ALL E FUN WE HAD

wen we were campers. den planned e camp

n now we watch e camp!? sth like tt.

well i suddenlyy became choked and unwell.

while they were servin us..

by chest became sooo tied.

so uneasy but i didnt anyone to b scared

so jus acted fine/-quiet-

den watchin e performance .. i was havin HICCUPS?

BUT CHEST WAS GOIN LITERALLY INNNNNN n ouuttt

ahhh so pain. i cldnt take it

i went for a walk .didnt help.den i felt like vommitting. on my way to toilet

i was afraid ill vomit. n started to feel giddy.finally reached e toilet

PUKKKE!! out lots of air :P ha.

much better

deep in me .

i feel lil disappointed.

im not sayin much here but

i thin u guys noe

ive heard almot everithin

n seen maself.

i reali wanted to talk to all of u

but time constraints:(

nvm ill reali try my best in term 3 at least once.

i must.

i at least manage to spoke to 3 . yay

n hmm IF U R A SEC3

IM VERY GRATEFUL for e respect u show my batch

no words to say TNK U.

n my feeling. though im__ i still have HOPE N CONFIDENCE

COZ U ARE HARDWORKIN n the passion HAS NEVER LEFT U

oni enthusiasm a bit down coz of tiredness. so yeah

keep pushin on!
u guys will do it.

im sure :D

the council CAN NEVER N MUST NEVER fall.

with mighty teachers :) n good leaders.

e day ended with bringin hm a sec1 wid me n ain

soo funnni i asked him soo many ques

hahah!
aniways.. tnks a lot fasihah for TT MONKEYY

I LOVE it sooo muCh. all of u guys made ma day

ALL COUNCILLORS

SEC1S.2S TT VIP THINGY hahah?

SEC3S THE CAMP STILL WENT ON N DIDNT BREAK

THE SEC4S U R JUS A GEM GUYS.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee e STUDENT COUNCIL

N its the council TAT BROUGHT ME EVERITHIN

n MADE MA LIFE IN YTSS soooo memorable

wid all this council darlings

n . i spoke to u. im happy:) veri actually

it was such a happening day

cldnt sleep at last.

wheeee!!! its like 12.30now jus got back from NDP DANCE.

im soo lookin forward.

but needa practice lots more

PERFECTIONIST U GIRLS MUS B.

yes aunty baskar!

2008-06-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

she is drop dead GORGEOUS in the movie.
haiz
someday?
next life?
will i ever look like tt.
bluerk.
I ADMIRE U FINALLY after so many movies u hav acted
hehe/
ehhk im callin u anna.
so hiya u wanna flirt?tsk.

2008-06-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

eugene! fellow devil advocate
our victim is @ bangkok.
miss u! HAHA.

its MY MONKEY

2008-06-09T17:08:00.002+08:00

OI!
i like my HAIR !
DUN DISTURB ME

2008-06-09T11:38:00.002+08:00

im back!
:D

so much has happened in my life since e last i blogged
but its too much to describe so ----

think abt dis
THE HAPPIEST PERSON DOES NOT HAVE EVERYTHIN IN LIFE
BUT MAKES THE BEST OUT OF EVERYTHIN HE HAS

DO U NOE E DIFFERENCE BTW life and living?
( im not askin e eng diff of noun n verb:P )

over e days of not blogging. i hav learnt A LOT abt myself and things/ppl arnd me
pretty enlightening. yay

i come here 4 times a year? n this yr u guys hav a passport n so we meet more den often

but yet wen i noe im comin. I FEEL SOO EXCITED.

wen its tmr im comin .todae i cant sleep?

we spent LESS DEN 24 HRS together.

n i soo miss u guys alreadi.

somehow the further u r . u appreciate more. u love more.

n its jus a perfect relationship u like.

im glad ma surrin anna is talkin to e fav person in ma life.hehe kadhal valarathen!

sree anna aint hm.(MISS HIM!)

its back to my books n hw.

2008-05-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

ms zara like it! :D
todae was not too bad as compared to horrible past 2 days
i was in a devastated mood.
tnks to all those hu msg me consistently
i realli appreciate u guys
n the end ofit was ma dancin last nite!

todae received debate trophy n wooah sch was quite supportive?
mr tan said "Shubaa gd job.well done. its time to do the same for studies
concentrate.work hard n get the score u want" yes I SMILED>
n ma dearest most fav said CONGRATS SHUBAA!
I REMEMBER hugging him twice in this whole debate time
he even msg me A VERI SWEET msg on nite of ma 1st devastation
i love him
n hope next term he is... yay!

after which checkin of marks. ah it was embarassin
mr wee was very disappointed wid me n all.
yeaps
im goin to fight all these wid ruohan hu fell wid me
CONGRATS SAM! u CLIMBED UP e ladder. great u desereve IT!

to fasihah! thanks darling for always reading my blog.
n talkin to me
in school
sms?
U ARE SUCH A NICE councillor/ fren. keep it up
n u definitely will do wel in studies n everithin ok?
tnk u so much for the care and respect u give me.
its REALLI APPRECIATED !

at e end of e day. mt revision? ah as usual.
a fight will always erupt my n e guys verbally?
THEY DUN TALK BEFORE THINKING?! n yeah take ma stuff
push this n dat down happy ever after
WE WILL DO WELL! ill miss this WEIRD class
wid tt similar voice, e gay, the CRAPOS n LAAVI.losh.kenga
hahahhaa.. TAMIL AINT TT BAD AFTER ALL

i reali do love maself though i did so badly.
i noe to some of u i sound crazy sayin its bad
BUT IT IS A BIG DEPROVE!!.blah.
debate i miss.
but WE ARE MEETIN REALI SOON!!

2008-05-12T16:24:00.002+08:00

THE BEST BHAJAN EVER
RUTHRAHARI AYYAPAN BHAJAN GRP
every weekend WE HAV BEEN booked.
I JUS LOVE SINGIN FOR U.
n wid all of u.
we are ever ROCKIN! keep up e spirit guys
rest well...

2008-05-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

WAT a SHOPPIN!
thanks laavi n sarenya
PATIENCE :)) haha.

dancin is jus so fun
let ur body move move
n GO AWAY FROM U
u feel light
but den
it hurts later..
very very sore feet
i dance 4 times a week?
2hrs.
n TRAVELLIN! arghhh e train n bus
ppl jus s.t.a.r.e

nvm! I LOVE MYSELF.
coz wheeehaaa laavi said i HAV ____
hav been wantin to. n always stare at mirror
still in process
i will someday

ehK! we willjus b frens reali.my whereabouts is to hard to keep track
rite daddy?
SHUBAA! in 2 days u spent $10 jus on E-Z link? WHERE
HAV U GONE?
er daddy...
I CANT IMAGINE WEN UR MUM N I ARE NT GONNA B ARND
sry..?
UR BROTHERS ARE EQUALLY E ___.!
lalalaa

tamil hw--phy spa! yet i hav dance n bhajan again
WAT A LIFE. full of events. i count on ma blessings everidae
im reali lucky n fortunate.
aiyah U LOOK SOOO HANDSOME. i love u more n more!

2008-05-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

SWITCH ON TO CHANNEL 5 NOW
n u will SEE
.....
:D

2008-05-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

GAGA! WAT A PIC.
well biggest news of todae is tt
HAV U EVER FOUND SOMEONE HU TALKS EXACLTY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
AS IN THE VOICE? THE STYLE?
like jus e same
EXACTLY THE SAME?
i found one todae. n im super wow. n its like an aspiration to b ther haha!

hey there- i was not talkin abt george sumone else.think hard but its ok!
jus concentrate on dance exams more impt n HAPPY DANCIN!
its like e best thingy for me now to releasing of stress...(appreciate it more n more)

to aaron! thanks a millioN and the plannin commitee wid no plans

hahaha!i had great time laughin n eatin my hearts out

wat can i ask for MORE? wen i manage to touch e sand

feel e sand

see e waters

n FEEL THE BREEZE.

awwww I LOVE IT jus after exams/ whee ha.

quite scared for tamil ha-- ill put in my best

n to my dearest 4/7 hate this split la. reali miss u guys todae . n yeah we will

keep contact VIA MsG! WISHING one another. whee haa

IM PROUD OF HU I AM N I LOVE MYSELF

COZ I NOE U hu brought me to e world

LOVE ME more than anyone wld

rite? UMMAAAH! isnt changes an inevitable part of life?ur life changes as ur priorities changes. but most importantly mus b aware of hu we are- SELF management haha VIP lessons aww miss u " Shubaa (hand hand) come here!" haaa... blah blah

2008-05-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

well everi sec is precious
but i dun mind spendin it to ans ur ques

well THE BUS INCIDENT wat has tt gotta to
wid wat diff btw us?
i dun even feel ANITIN against u till dis point of time reali
n the bus incident its not totally ur fault or wat
n its past n so i cant b bothered abt it n hav not talked or thought abt it since?

abt ma sec4 fren knowing?one of my fren noes. yeaps.
BUT WAT ABT u tellin one of the sec4s too? if u dun wan anyone to noe
den er y u told her?
well i think its cause u wanted to talk to someone hu doesnt reali noe
any of the ppl well? like 3rd party
it was same here! dun u need to talk out ur feelings?
do u think i hav JOY TELLIN arnd oh this this happened?
PLEASE! i dun hav time for tt if u noe me well.. n nth pleasant share abt

n all along M I SAYIN IM PERFECT?
not at all.
M I SAYIN IM TOTALLY NOT IN E WRONG?
not at all.
but hey i can tell ya i hav so many things to care abt
dat i dun put u or him in my mind n curse u guys? coz
i dun see a need to n its not necessary
n hmm mistakes do happen
so wat is ther to think WRONG abt u guys?
sadly im not tt shallow :)
as such i hav NO CHANGE of perception on either one of u
i trust my own instincts n believes wid god's guidance
did u think tt u didnt get a post coz of this? ha I REALI THINK
U GOTTA THINK AGAIN
im not the oni decision maker?
n this personal stuff has nth to do wid council
coz as a leader u hav e qualities i hav told u tt
n there are so many other ppl in ur batch
so teachers make e final decision
jus clearin ur doubt if U HAD thought abt this
if u didnt den very gd:D

dance class was great tonite. tnks saranya for like
being ma mirror N HAHA! u noe the ice milo it was awesomeeeee.me n ma own CREATIIONS of steps. u evil
laugh laugh grr..

2008-05-08T14:46:00.001+08:00

HUI YUAN!

get well soon :D

I LOVE YOU AND SRY FOR NOT KEEPIN IN TOUCH
FOR PAST WEEKS
n e curry curry curry
JUS GIVE A MONTH
n ill b MUCH FREE on weekends!!
my door is always OPENED FOR U.

yay! mye over.muah!

2008-05-08T13:59:00.004+08:00

. wats wrong talkin with guys?
my closest are guys
right sy.sr.eu.ZA! haha.

not trustin u?
tts so not true
ALL I SAID WAS CONCENTRATE ON Ur studies
and BE MINDFUL/
does tt mean stay away from guys?
does that mean DUN TALK TO GUYS?
does tt mean GUYS ARE BAD?
sadly.not.

hav u wondered why god created man and woman?
n why man n woman get attracted to one another?
if they are bad to talk to one another den y GOD CREATED?

its a total misunderstanding.
and intruding ur privacy?
ha.
IT WAS a concern to see u wid them often
so i jus asked u
I DIDNT ASK HIM WHY ARE U SO CLOSE.
dont i hav my own things to do? do u think
im so bothered abt other ppl's life if mine is not tt ok?
hmm.. all our brains hav to b put more into use n THINK
OF POSSIBILITIES

U KNEW WAT U WERE DOIN as u said
he is teachin u? I SAID GD DEn remember? coz
you knew wat u were doing:D
how abt ur question of HAS SHE ___ u? y bother. ha
think abt ourselves b4 we judge others. like now im no dif f from u as im bloggin
here.
e worry was u not knowin wat to do
wen e incident occurred btw u n him?
i was pretty shock coz like i said
I WOULD HAV get down e bus :D
well its over.

and to you - i noe u havin a lot of hopes in me but ILL TRY mybest
this term is gonna disappoint u but ill TRY mybest n do wat i can
thanks alot to u goodies - hav been msgin me
coz u miss me? haha!
tts nice. muaxk!
i loved my life n will continue to though there are obstacles
coz like wat u guys told me ytd THINK ABT US HU love u
n NOT unhappiness. hugs -->
o0ps its thursday! i hope ill b free of injuries at akka's class haha

2008-05-07T17:49:00.002+08:00

wondered how [people'] think?
i always wander.
hmm iTS UGLY to hav a life
wid everione hatin u
or everione lovin u- erm u will get spoilt
soo HAVE a mixture yeaps
tts e best

but i think YOU! hav to think again dearie.
er was all u heard the truth?
was all he/she had done were bad intentions?
or is it coz of blinded wid love tt
ITS JUS A HATE

well i actually noe everitin now
but ha! u noe seriously.
quite disAPPOINTED tt u aint thinking
instead blantly makin comment like
OH I CANT STAND U.
its fine wid me.

coz not everione will like everione
nevertheless it was jus advices and concern
dun assume. :D

to all those thinkin abt RELATIONSHIPS NOW~
all i hav to say is tHINK again.
n my fav quote
DUN TRUST ANYONE TOTALLY
'nth is impossible'

miss debatin. dancin tmr. n my bhajan is awesome
tnks anna for ur comments U MADE MY DAY
i hav cried quite a bit over the week coz of
quite lame stuff? but hey!
u 2 make me stronger wid e craps.

as much as u MAY LOVE ME . idoubt it coz IM STILL AWARE
of her existence in ur life
after all I DUN CARE if u love me or not COZ I DUN LOVE ANYONE
excpet aiyah

n definitely my frens hu understands me the best + family
hema akka, surrin anna, hash akka, and many of those in ma class
tnks alot dude. syafiq! whee ha
aaron! tnks for coachin
dylan! for coaching

U PPL ARE JUS AWESOME n rock my life
i tnk god for really makin me feel soo
SPECIAL AND LUCKY.
sonomatter how much u hate me or u love me.
or u both hav matters on
IM NOT BOTHERED:)

2008-05-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes...your destiny.

'Be kinder than necessary,
for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle'.

2008-04-20T12:58:00.001+08:00

i soo LOOK FORWARD FOR NDP.

the dance is amazing
im lovin myself more N MORE <3

18 april unforgetable

2008-04-19T12:13:00.001+08:00

hey there!
im soo happy
because 18 april is my
unforgettable special day of my life

WE WON CHAMPIONS FOR JULIA GABRIEL 3RD DIVISION
I CLINCH BEST SPEAKER FOR FINALS
I CLINCH 8TH BEST SPEAKER FOR OVERALL 3RD DIVISION
who to tnk?
definitely MY DEBATE TEAM includin MDM LEE my trainer.
amazin RESULTS N EFFORT put in BY ALL OF US.

council
the sec3s were so sweet to hav a video done
give each one of us A BIG CARD! tnks darlings. i love e comments
n li tong for the special note. all of u made my day
even the sec2s they hugged me- shook hands

U NEVER KNOW HOW MANY PPL I HUG
IN ELATENESS AND SHOOK HANDS WID
UNCOUNTABLE

n in investiture a standing ovation BY ALL
THE COUNCILLORS AND HSCs. tnk u so much guys I REALI
TNK the sch for givin me this GLORY
n i hav no words to explain my EXCITEMENT n HAPPINESS ytd
its still lasting now
causin me to not do ani hw.
blah!

WE DID IT.
WE MADE IT SEC4s thus far
always the h.e.a.r.t to serve :D

2008-04-16T00:26:00.003+08:00

fighting wid e clock every day aint tt fun after all
jus finish writin ma comments to the reflections to sec2s
studied phy half way
was in sch for debate till 9 den wen to get some stuff
n den rush home to hav ma MEAL FOR THE DAY.
woots.
n den im dyin to sleep.
there is phy test tmr.
not studied for mid year.

somehow the mood for debate is jus overwhelming
n council say bye bye 2 days time?
everywhere i go in sch. these ytzens say oh shubaa u r retiring
oh shubaa you hav someone else to take over u already
oh shubaa u dun need e batch anymore give it to me?
well i say DREAM ON! haha.

boO no lah not so rude. well quite contented wid the new exco
it all lies in ur hands guys. like i jus msg ALL OF U!
u realli gotta put in the effort and no longer wait for ANY PUSHES.
we dun exist (sadly)

once upon a time shubaa was so excited to step up
n today she steps down
HAPPILY EVER AFTER? grr.
THIS HSE BELIEVE THAT FAIRYTALES
HAV A NEGATIVE INFLUENCE ON CHILDREN AGREE?
-mua debate motion

love E COUNCIL a whole lot.n reali GONNA MISS every SOUL.
sam n ken the fight btw u guys is enjoyable.
n ken! u noe SUMTIMES CERTAIN THINGS jus cant b said
b TOLERANT watta do, it is meant to b :)

2008-03-30T15:49:00.003+08:00

I danced well.

thanks to everione hu came to wch

especially ma family.

n I THINK DANCIN IS REALI MY BOWl.

quite gd lookin EH>
n guess wat this young kiddy dancers FOUND SOME INSPIRATION

talkin to me. n we exchanged numbers..

ask teir age n they wil say

sth plus. like 9 plus 10 plus.hahah! so funn!

though we waited for 6hrs to dance it was worth it

n ohh tnks kumaran anna for sayin ma smile is ____! HA

2008-03-29T12:18:00.002+08:00

WE WON THE DEBATE
3 WINS
YISHUN TOWN SEC SCH
ENTERIN QUATERFINALS.
weeeee

n i best speaker for 3rd time.
wow.
realli never thought abt this
not being humble once again but REALI NOT EXPECTED
nn

abv this all. MY DEAREST COUNCIL..
n if u r a councillor readin this
I LOVE U N TNK U DEEPLY FOR
makin the speech day GO so so well
honestly 4 yrs carryin out DUTY
never b4 the whole event ran SMOOTHLY WITH
NO HICCUPS AT ALL.
how?! it seems impossible
but hui sze andrew n pui lyn did.
great

im sooo happy.
todae ITS MA DANCE PERFORMANCE
my eyes are closin
still havin flu
n ankle still hurts with all e walkin n usher ytd.
NVM! ILL SMILE N DANCE :d=D

tnks mary n all MA EVER ROCKIN DEBATORS
N BIG HUGS
LOVE love love.
my secondary school days im soo gona miss

2008-03-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

i reali wander how time flies
n how m icoping?
im pretty tied down
its 12.05am now.
everiday home at 7.30
lots hw. tests n speech day . n debate
woots

are parentin classes necessary.
fell sick. stil sick?
pissed wid a large grp of ppl for all the mess of it.
darn.

wats happenin
time is runnin out
m i prepared?

IM CONFIDENT. n will continue to be.

very worried fr u guys;
never once lack confidence n still not
but jus lil worryin
can u guys do it?

WATS LIFE GONNA b in ytss. ha
excited to feel the diff.
well.
ill take it at my stride

i luv ma debate team
n h___ reali gd lookin.
bluerk.

2008-03-16T12:52:00.001+08:00

i watched STEP UP
wid 2 hot guys. n ma fren.
its simply AWESOME.
n will i ever hav such ability!?

bOO!>

hw is SNAFU!

2008-03-12T12:45:00.004+08:00

ICANTKEEP MY FEET STILL
ICANT WAIT
I WANNA WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.
DAMN 24 HRS MORE. hopefully tmr THERE WIL B TICKETS FOR ME.
I MUS WATCH
cant keep ma feet still animoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
-goin crazy

2008-03-09T13:29:00.002+08:00

oooh its been ages since i blogged?

well it will b a month tmr. tnks mun jun! for ur tag n
joel hahah! how free are u~?
aniwayss. ive been reali tied down at school for the week
though the rest of sec4 hav been off
for trips!

im veri impress by the exhibition at NEWater plant at bedok!?
its like damn high technology n soo cool.
the tour guide damn funni man.
i love 4e7 alot coz bus rides are
jus AWESOME
nn

for this week e best thing is I READ FINISH
ps i love u
ITS SOO NICE!
tnks mariah! yay. tt kept ma week going.

we won debate twice so far n i
SURPRISINGLY clinch best speaker again
irealli duno how not complacent here or humble here
but relai duno how. tnk ma lovable debate team n mdm LEE!
mr teo wasnt arnd for fri debate.[lil disappointed]

ILL MISS ALL THESE DAYS. IM SERIOUS.
DEBATORS are jus soo different from norm. we always
hav weird conversations n all. ha.
joel is e victim for dis yr. while wee kit was last time.

i wander how i'd b after steppin down FROM EVERITHIN
tnkfully i still hav dance

2008-02-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

heyY:D

im pretty happy rite now.
lolX. tts coz i got some new clothings todaee
hav been like seriously ROAMIN ARNd n EATIN e whole timE
WITH MA cousins n visiting n all.
i feel like im celebratin CHINESE NEW YEAR./

im turnin sixteen.soon
reali soon :D
iwanderhowmanypplrememberjusawishoftobehappyforeva
WILL DO .

do i look thin? do i look fat?
M I REALLI TT DARK?
n do i always look tired.
ha i had alot alot N ALOT of comments abt maself for passed few days.

abv it all~! i love ma self.
n I LUV MA awesome cousins hu r IN SG AFTER 10 YRS!
though i go up to msia everi year;P
they are amazed wid ma ZOO OF MONKEYS.

oh no! ah meng died :(
i wished i was at funeral.
ah meng i LOVE YA

2008-01-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

sec3camp.
woots woots!
I LOVED IT.
reali
THE AIs'were awesome.tnk u guys a million
lil sad i wasnt attach to any class.
not reali loved
but im VERY HAPPY TT THE CAMP WENT FINE n very fine
i LOVE THIER CHEERS

3/1 at the WOOOOOAAAR front ! awesome.
n DYNAMITE! n bushito! n SEE SWA SWA n FLY FLY AWAY ah
n 3/7 at blah blah dang dang dang. hehehx.
awesome ppl awesome.
identities hmm not tt bad yeah? but flags were good!

misssin e camp now..
back to schhh,,

2008-01-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

roland called me todae!
all e way from ma hse. to busstop.to back hm (barefoot :P haha) den busstop.den mrt den walk.den lift! wow.
guess where i went:P
spoke for 37 mins.

wander wat made him call me!? i hav been in er a.a .a mood!? coz yeah. still feelin e same now. but at least i smiled n laughed while talkin to him!. realli miss havin u arnd in e class.
syafiq,eugene,zaki, ruohan and all are AWESOME LAHH! hahaha reali.
but yeah with addition of u it wld be...
didnt post this coz I KNOW U WILL READ.

BUT do tc child! dun go into boredom n macdonalds is only gonna get u to the fatest weight ur body can take u to:p ha.

2008-01-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

my obsession over guy's hair

AH EVERITIME i see one.wid reali nice hair.i feel so tempted to touch.
i feel so tempted to say hey! ur hair is nice:p.
BLAH.

haha. woooots reali. y girls cant hav tt kinda hair?
some guys have nice hairstyle
some guy hav nice hair
i love to look at their hair.RITE?

haha .

aint tt happy these days. sick + ma lovable organisation. haiz.its ma fault.
n im missin someone i know u know it but yeah. its ok. accidental calls at least. it hurts to imagine u wid u. feel hurt den. so wat do u wan shubaa?

await sec3 camp for somereason.ha! hope everithin goes well!

2008-01-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

jus looovee ma hp!
oh n sch has started n lessons start tmr for me?

PHYSICS TEST. N HW HW HW HW. ahh its ok.i some how managin.
yay. admist my busy weekedn that jus disappeared like tt.
tnks aiyah for the award.
n tnks all for comin ma hse for lunch!
i love servin u guys//laugh laugh yeah?

losh bro is very cute. yes u r sanjeev! hahahah wat ___ boI? hah

aniways. i met a down syndrome boy n a boy hu lookes norm but keeps talKIN ALOUD very aloud. it was kinda scary.
i met a man who has one leg like the opp way n he limps? but he rides a bike wid his proper left foot.
dont u feel fortunate to be perfectly fine n not havin such disorders like dem?
i feel veri fortunate to b fully proper; jus a minor crooked finger? haha.

BLAH! as for u? i feel like msgin u sth now. but ah u noe .
ur life. live it the way u want to. im jus another passer by :D

psst! special tnks to zaki for being ma listener on sat nite at 1am. u rawk child.

2007-12-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

Yay! I FEEL BRIGHT.

haha. i bet if samantha or suhaidah was readin this now they will know y.

one of ma career option is to be a teacher coz i think they are impt ppl hu can impact young ones.

in pri sch i had a motherly tamil teacher whom i really adore n love tILL TODAE.

now in sec sch there are many many close teachers i have since sec2 n den sec3 n presidency n stuff. however i reali like this eng teacher of mine.

his none other den MR EMMANUEL TEO.

he became the co form of 4/5(..)

but i prayed tt ill at least get him as ma eng teacher.but i prayed tt ill at least get him as ma eng teacher.
tnks god for ANSWERING MA PRAYER.I DID. HIS AWESOME.
n suhaidah dun b jealous? for all u noe u got him toooo. dun rush n curse me LaHh!
khai,su n ruzzie hu is now influence IM JUS JOKING WID ALL MA REMARKS LAHH. duh!! its shubaa rite. ha :D
love u all.

happy new year everyone! had a great rubbish time wid LEOPARDS//SAM/SU.

ytss is reali a memorable sch of mine. where EVEN ON E EVE Of a new year? im bac at sch.its kewl.u dun get such opportunities in every sch riteeee..e...e..

2007-12-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

one strand of mee.

one strand of time.

one strand of love in e wrld.

most of e humans r into

money;power;jealousy;

do u noe how e human mind works?

i noe a lil.

LEARN ABT URSELF & how e world is moving.

it needs some aid. i wish i cld b helpin a home of disabled kids weneva im lonely these days i see the lack of love in e wrld as i read papers everyday for ma ss. its not WOW SHUBAA so nice hearted or wat? but i duno. y are ppl not carin n all. divorcee rates are scary! jus surfed lil bit.

i hate gettin scolded.hu doesnt.

but nt from u!? wen at times i jus didnt do anitin.

blahx. MY HW IS QUITE COMPLETED.I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED.

new year ahead. gonna hav a great change in april wen i say bye bye to ma most enjoyed time of life -council.haiz. n den o levels. n den. ha..

ma fav author now is mcdaniel,Lurlene.awesome LAST DANCE N PINK ANGEL got me in tears.wat a life!? i appreciate mine MORE now

2007-12-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

hey we never went on to even break?

merry christmas to all!
i reali wander y is ma closest away FEELIN DOWN.
i reali wander y ma closest homeland is HAVIN POOR PPL.
i reali wander y some jus love showin faces when they noe each other
does everyone noe nth is permanent?
appreciate wen ppl arnd
dun DIG for answers n dun investigate INTO ppl' s lives
leave dem to b happy n help dem if they need
if not care abt ur life?
n help e society?
DUN WASTE UR ENERGY into sulkin?! or into investigatin other's lives?!

r u all thinkin hu is this meant for? no one.
reali no one.
its jus a thought thru my observations of ppl :D

2007-12-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

im back from council camp 2007.
end of year.sec2 leadership training camp [[CONSTELLATIONS!]]
wheeee!!~~

im back wid an ugly throat n
ubber SEZY VOICE! BUT WITH
full contentment n satisfaction

the sec2s'o7 im not used to callin dem sec3 n callin maself sec4.sry abt dat.im still young child la..
k e sec2s i find them really adorable.ive seen them as like reali quiet n souls in sec1 whom i hardly spoke to. was i in ma own world? i dun reali remember any much memories with them when thwere sec1s.
there after this year wen i was conductin the JUNE CAMP.wooo i got to see some NOISY ONEs. n realised THEY LOVED TO SCREAM. it was hand few.
there were conflicts
there were unhappy souls like DIRTY SPRITIS
there were blur kings
there were lost sheeps
there were no comments babies

but TODAE.
they are BONDED.
they appear to dun hav CONFLICTS.
they are sure of wat they want.
they arent blur
they are happy
THEY SHOW TRUE PURE ENTHU.
they hav e attitude.
they SHOW THE PASSION
will al this last?
i reali hope so n if it does
THIS BATCH CAN DO BETTER DEN MINE.
definitely.
they hav more souls.more brains.no worries.
JUS HAV E QUALITY to open up ur mind n LISTEN to all.

i hav this feelin tt i can even step down NOW. n they CAN DO IT.
wow. in 3 days?! such feeling came.
n y adorable> coz they can listen n change according to wat we want them to b.
seein their passion
i hope now. i had more time wid e council.
i can see the excitement in their eyes of seein their 10th sc.
HAIZ.my 9th is gonna end?
i wish tt excitement burinin in their eyes wld b burnin in mine.well nvm
iLL B DERE FOR THEM ANYTIME.n
iwill cry IN HAPPINESS if e sc GLOWS N SHINES IN SCH tnks to dem.

i hav sooo much of trust in dem now.reali hope they wld DO all of us proud.
personally for me
i had great time wid ma sec4s
sry guys for being THE ONE IRRITATIN u guys
u noe i always luv u ppl but luv disturbin urll.hahahaha
khairah! ma love.
ain!
yan zhen!
samantha!
all ma victims hahaha.
its ok yeah. its jus me.

tnks you wei,merilyn mama FOR MAKIN MILO for me .i lov u alot. YI Fei,suhaidah U GUYS MADE IT!
THE CAMP WAS GREAT!
wat gd memory of ma council time.
personally
i feel contented tat ma leadership workshop wid sam had impact on dem
the agm went well.
wheee
all this were said by the juniors n teachers.
so its not my own thoughts
im happy.
veri happy.
n jus wish ma council days wld neva end.
though sometimes i jus feel
like
RUNNIN AWAY.
im standin strong now wid ma sec4s besdie me n the juniors that are gonna grow n take over us.

I LOVE U ALL.
9TH SC.we rawk

2007-12-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

heyyys

kinda pissed
haven been able to blog becasue of ma computer
hav to use labtop like now
ah
i went taiwan
i went penang
n i neva got to blog abt any of deM?

now i dun hav e mood to.
coz im stuck wid TH ENEED FOR ENTERTAINMENT as its holidays n HW.
tonnes of hw.
im watchin a tamil movie now. though im suppose to b clearnin hw.
wat e hell shubaa

y so lazy?
doomed.
ah
hw durin holiday. they shld seriously think abt this.
wat does holiday mean.a a break. TEACEHRS SOMETIMES think the hw is not alot. but everione giv e lil bit = alot
n imagine u got so many other stuff to do n not jus HW.
ah
mus i reali do everithin?

btw.
i saw him ytd.
n i reali admire him for being so gd lookin.
hope he studies hard n comes up in life.

roland I MISS U.
ruohan i miss u toooo not met ya durin the WHOLE HOLIDAYS ha.

2007-11-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

2007-11-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

hip hop dancing yeah!
yan zhen and i are gonna learn after o's
before tt we gona go for a FREE LESSON AT STUDIOWU? hahaha.
yeahhh!
todae at ORCHID COUNTRY CLUB my my my.. as part of the
health education conference the 35min HIP HOP brighten ma day!
i jus love dancing! U CANT STOP ME.

2007-11-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

hav ben busy with TAIWAN!!
trainings..
hav been busy with COUNCIL!!
meetings.
hav been busy wid DEEPAVALI!!
visitings..

la la. hu is not bz?
so stop complaining.yeah

ok i hav not been bloggin cause to blog i needa use the labtop,,ma computer cant get into blogger home.why? i duno : la la..
hey y u dun wanna go on a relationship?
hey y r u on a relationship??

i dun think i like u after all? crushes maybe.
i noe i dun wanan disappoint ma parents. i noe i hav more things to do in life
now 15 a relationship is not neceessary? so er. jus back off
i noe im not tt explicit but hey come on. BREAK

u entered the world wid nth.
u leave e world wid nth.
so y bother abt wat u hav n others dun hav, wat u dun hav n others hav?
money isnt everithin pls.
think twice ppl!

prays hard- everibody to reach peak of mountain.
we will survive
LEOPARDS :D

2007-10-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

i feel like a sports woman.
NOT!
gee actully training is quite fun..
tiring yeah admit.
but its kewl..

i can loose more weight..
and also ill hav a flat stomah(though i kinda alreadi hav one)
gee but i feel lil retard.
I CANT DO A GUY PUSH-up at all.
n ma caring one oni said i look half dead.

SHUBAASH.
shubaashini.
SHUBAASH
harlo!! ma name is shubaa :D
anyways i luv e grp 30 of us goin taiwan.i think we are soo awesome.
reali funnI!.
yeah hhaha.
SINGAPORE? sub urb!.hahah
1.2.3.4.ONE 1.2.3.4 TWO 1.2.3.4 THREE 1.2.3.4 FOUR 1.2.3.4. ONE TWO THREE FOUR clap!
wooooooooh..sry guys cause of me there was scissors jumps.
psst shubaa needa improve maths,.
training on tues again.
yeah? argh? wooh?
iduno.IM FINE hehe
tnks derrick! for all the counts.
husna! u can do it :D.

2007-10-11T13:42:00.000+08:00

do i look good? haha.. i duno im jus bored felt like adding pics.. .. yea
i need more clothes!
help! help!
so anyywayy im jus bored..
loves 3e7'07 everyone rocks...
LEADERSHIP CAMP 2007 @ TAIWAN !

2007-10-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

woots was talkin to ma pri sch fren.
THIVIYA!
i miss ya buddy.

i went on the plane last when i was 10yrs old?
i went wid ma pri sch indian dance mates.
for 7 days.
i n ma fren were the youngest.
we went in SIA too n woots. we reached there.
it was cold cold..
hotel was kewl.
i cldnt sleep everi nite.
i cried MISSED MA MUM!

hehee.. now after 5 years im goin in the plane again.
wid ma frens again.
not as e youngest kiddy kiddy but as a LEADER.
woooh.
n not to go for holiday n dance arnd
BUT TO CLIMB A MOUNTAIN

isnt ma life so interestin.
i feel so lucky.
i Feel so happy.
though im afraid i may not get the self satisfaction i always await after exams.

gee.
hee THIVIYA! we mus meet someday.

goin out tmr.is it a risk?ma closet is crappy.i needa change. noe u _me but hey! dun _ for me.reali not worth it.
sophisicated i am.jealousy-love-like- not in ma dictionary?

2007-10-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

whee i know i know
ive not been bloggin
for some time
veri long time.

actually it is jus a month away?
oh but nvm

how was a math?
how was exams?
WELL WELL i think they are jus fine.
not easy (definitely)
not VERY difficult either
jus right?

yeah. guess ive got more effort to put in,
nevertheless ill b satisfied wid wat results i get
coz i guess ive done wat i cld do for 2 weeks?
hee.
geex sometimes ppl say THINK BEFORE U SPEAK?

ever wandered why?
is it coz u speak to much?
is it coz u speak rubbish?
BUT Y SOMETIMES u jus ignore them sayin THINK B4 U SPEAK?
coz u always think u r right?

well well.
todae tmr day after tmr. i meet lots of ppl.
though it may not b a new person. i still meet others.
n the characters keep changin.
the attitudes keep changin.
its all jus like a drama!
HOW COLOURFUL LIFE CAN BE?

hav u thought wat u wanna b wen u grow up.
im in my thinkin process?
too earli? too late! nvm.
2 DAYS MORE N CALL IT CELEBRATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2007-09-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

danced n danced.
my i tell u WEDDING IS AWESOME

my veri veri hot cousin got mairried ytd
wooH!
@ mariott hotel.
by pool side..
at ballroom.

so romantic
I JUS WOKE UP
I MISSED SCH.
SLEPT AT 4.50AM!
ITS gd to celerbate wen need to. coz life is to b ENJOYED!

2007-08-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

i saw him todae
AFTER A LONG LONG LONG TIME
his at hot as ever.
those days
ha.
GOLDEN MEMORIES
25!!

2007-08-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

debate is over.
jus like tt.
WHY?
cause there is jus 2 preliminary rounds on e same day
same motion
jus diff side
is this how sth
can jus end
WITH A CLICK OF FINGER.

sad.
I SPOKE WELL.
better den last yr
but still HEYY MA DEBATORS
shubonkey misses ya.
GRR. ITSJUS ONE WEEK.
N WE WONTMEET ANIMORE.
grr

well well...dance exam was over todae. I LOVE DANCIN
jus cant wait to hav a studio of my own.
n jus keep practicing
to b frank i neva danced like for 2 and half hrs b4.
i did dis MORNING.
n kudos. though theory was lil DIFF.
i managed it.
god bless!
im loving my life.
3e7 is simply awesome
n this week is
teacher's day!!

2007-08-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

HEYY!

ytsc_9th@yahoo.com.sg u can sen in any concerns u think the council can help u look in!

aniways.

SO NEAR YET SO FAR.
haha.
yeah.
its all a test
SO NEAR YET SO FAR.
this phrase seems to make a lot of sense.
in ma LIFE FOR dis week.

besides.
I JUS WANNA TELL ALL OF U
i love 3e7 e most
n its e most awesome class.
everione jus MAKES ME SMILE .no matter wat.
luvs

n yo yo! debate is starting. i cant wait to JUST SCREAM out all ma points. N JUS WIN our way through.LIKE HEY U SHUT! IM RIGHT u r WRONG! woooah.tts awesome.

2007-08-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

080707

COOL!

bingo grp on e right -->

i luv dem all.

hope we will seat together for long

n ace our EXAMS :D

PSST! JIng kai ill let ya stay wher u r oK?

why i never blog?

hehehe. no time?!nah jus didnt see e need to. kinda lost the PUNK-ness of blogging.

well there is so many stuff happenin in my life at e same time.but i dun feel lost

i dun feel sad

i dun feel LOSER-y.

i jus feel normal n thankful TO B HU I M.

wow ba?

but i jus dun understand the WAY DIFFERENCES but the SIMILARITIES THEY APPEAR TO B.

i bet u dun understand wat im sayin. ha . Y U GOTTA B TOLD?

y can u move it move it?

well i miss dancing.. tts was random but i reali do.i cant wait to perform again.its been ages since i did not its like DANCE exams!!SO MUG MUG. practical is kinda like im fine. theory mug mug.. darn.

a maths n chem is still killing me hard.

nvm I FEEL THE PRESSURE. yet i WANNA FIGHT IT.

fightin! always. hey dere a leader CAN B FRIENDLY n HAS TO B FIRM. wat if a leader is firm n not friendly; friendly yet not firm?!

lead e way u like it. lead how u think its best. DUN HAV TO LEAD BY BOOK --> i . lead

E H.E.A.R.T TO SERVE

im sure i wont get SIAN of leadin, servin e sch not coz im the president but coz.

its jus part of me :D.IM NOT ACTIN ANITIN out. i noe u noe tt

tts y u like me :D (yes U! readin this now)

HaPPy nAtIOnAl DaY SiNgAPoRe!!

2007-07-29T14:02:00.000+08:00

Life is good.
thankfully no critics n no problems as of YET.
m i doin a gd job?
relatively i feel satisfied.
self satisfaction n self recognition is oni wat u can give urself.
IM PROUD TO AWARD MASELF it.
ha
(WOW SHUBAA :P)

well thought id jus share dis
IF someone were to offer u $100 for free wld u take it?
ans : DUH i wld.
IF tt person crumples the note and give ur free wld u take it?
ans : YES
If tt person throws the note down n step on it, the note becomes dirty yet still can b used wld u take it?
ans : Obviously, if can use y not?

well no matter how dirty or how bad e note is BECASUSE OF ITS VALUE you are taking the money. SO

remember! even though u may get urself into trouble. go the wrong way. cause problems or wat so ever. REMEMBER U R OF VALUE TO SOMEONE. U R SPECIAL TO SOMEONE. or else y would have god brought you to earth?

dear teenagers, cut the emo. CUT THE SADNESS.
be happy.NEVER REGRET A SEC of ur life. its not worth it.
however feeling sad is gd u experience bitter NOT OVER SADNESS yea?
TEENAGERS ARE MEANT TO B youth n hip. NOT SAD N SHIT!

2007-07-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

la la.
how is school>
its fine!
loving ma life.

n grr
tests.studies?
not bad lahx.
gotta jus pull up socks lil more.

ma class is awesome.
n EVERITHIN IS FINE.
besides PPL RULES ARE RULES.
JUS FOLLOW DEM
fashion beyond sch time yeah?

jealousy kills.
i cant do much.
sry.
FACE REALITY.
yeah

kinda sick now. coz eatin n sleepin is like bluerk for me.
yeah
jus got some time to spare.
but gotta go now.
so YEAH LOVE U ALL.
ENJOY LIFE.

im quite demoralised by the new generation my generation
how rude they are?
disrespectful to ppl?
always sad?
jus like .dead. i wld say always
STRESS
UNHAPY
SAD. gr gr grr.. why ppl why? as urself is tt all u wanna feel in life!
ha.

2007-07-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

enjoy wadeva u do to its fullest.

dun eva regret in life

tts e bitter-est thingy u eva wanna feel.

changes may be painful

but if they are necessary why not?

think before u speak

think before u act

is it necessary at dis age?

well well.

its ur choice; its ur life; believe in wat u do first den u;ll the see

light U WANT to.

term 3 4th week is comin

is it gonna b fine as eva?

i guess so.coz a smile a day keeps ma day bright.

y cant u jus take everithin tt has happened to b for a gd reason

n b happy always.

PROBLEM wont DARE knock u.

god loves us all.

a thought for u! dun ever question the love ur mum has for u

2007-07-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

finally im blogging!
YEAH..

ha. well life is rocking.
i love ma class.
ma life.
my council.
my friends.
ma family esp ma mum
n everitin.

yay! being a president sounds WOW. but hey its ur brains at wrk mostly
i mus say im likin the job
n tnks to go d things are goin smooth n the way I WAN IT.
so nth to complaint.

generalli my life sint tt screwed
oh n studies?
woah. no term tests isnt tt great?

dancing is e most stressful now actually exams in AUG. n 28 DAYS to finish practical book? so impossible.hiya

aniways i miss ma sittin arrangement wid ZAKI N TIMOTHY.
but still now I HAV BOON PING N hot RUOHAN :)
luv luv

my life is fine. updated! sms me if u miss me :P

2007-07-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

hey its been ages since i blogged.
wow wat has been happening in my life since 11 june? sooo much of stuff
but well RELATIVELY pleasent.

besides NOW. its e
presidential election mode cum investiture mode
studies mode? not reali. but soon.
well well well.. VOTE FOR SHUBAA! vote for SHUBAA! has been reali a fun experience
and heart warming time.
special tanks to all the sec2s n sec1s n sec3s hu helped me wid campagining.
its a reali good experience tt i wld neva forget.
to 3n1 n 3n2 u guys are jus soo brave n awesome dat even wen ur teacher is teachin as long i pass ur class u guys go VOTE FOR SHUBAA:) hahahaha.

heyy but den again. vote for hu u think can lead better.
im super happy being a vp or a p cause ill have ken to work wid too! hahaha.
funny IMAE fren.

well, tts abt council the organisation i love serving.

abt DEBATE! woooooooots gonna start soon.yay!
abt yt fiesta? IT WAS COOL. but SUPER HOT.
dunk-ing was ubber fun. LUCKILY all got dunk-ed.
I LUV ALL MA FRENS.
i luv MY FAMILY for e help..

3e7 I LUV U ALL. the new sittin is great.
the dumb zaki .GOD!
pls dun say shubaa now too bz alreadi blah blah blah.
ILL ALWAYS BE WID U N HERE wen u eva need me ok!?
takkair.
duno wen ill get to blog again tnks to ma com so yeah.

BE A LIGHT N WE WILL B THE SUNSHINE!? -campaign
E HEART 2 SERVE =) - investiture

ooooh btw COUNCIL CAMP WAS GREAT. super fun n mind boggling :P gagaga
love life coz u musnt regret a second.ha

2007-06-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

it sucks to

LOSE A WALLET.
wid things in need.

will ppl jus steal like tt.
will someone please return it sumwhere.
ma number is all over the wallet
can u jus call.
i cant sleep.
i wan it back.

aiyah amma please help me,.oni u can.i want it back

2007-06-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

its holiday!
its holiday time!
yea!

im going away away.away far away.not far away.jus here.but across e sea
yeah!
to malaysia ~
SELEMAT DATANG:)
so excited to leave sg... ha

now im free.im bloggin i can do hw? but i jus dun wan to
hw is killin me
hw is alot
hw is reali reali IRRITATIN
i think of it i can feel stressed.i can feel tears waitin to rush out.eeek.

so aniyway ma STUDENT COUNCIL rocks!
everione has followed shubaa SLC-HIGH mode hahaa
reali.. everi sec3 SC rule man.
yea
RISING HEROS.
awaits camp
awaits everitin except norm sch reopen wid lessons.
eeek

take care all.
love sg bUT luv leavin SG too:)
shubaa simply rocks.
n SYLVANUS RULE!
consortium outin.yeahhh

2007-06-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

13 may be seem as unlucky
but its gonna be a falacy
now that u r here at S L C
open ur eyes n u will see

S (clap clap clap)
L(clap clap clap)
C(clap clap clap)

SLC!! yeahhH!!

omg.slc is simply amazin n i luv SYLVANUS.CONSORTIUM 4 ..shrek earS!!
SLC RULES>> though action papers kills our necks
the performance.the grand finale.e screams.e claps.e waves.e jumps.e TEARS
all rock.
yea!
MY FACILITATOR IS HOT.
PHOTOS ARE COMIN AWAITTTT!!
MA GRP HAS homosexuals, sweet girls and nice guys.
i spent gd 4 days meetin ma LOVELY leaderLy AWESOME sylvanus!

god's child luvs her life.
tnks god deeply.

2007-05-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

well my computer at hm is soo crappy.
im at senkang now
after 17 days finally c ame to see ma baby nephew
he is jus sooooo ADORABLE.I n i luv his HAIR

i duno watz up wid shubaa being attracted n concerned wid guy's hairstyles n hair
ha!
i duno,
but I JUS LOVE OBSERVING n commending to myself or some ppl.

woooots! its holiday todae 1st day.quite amazing to b free on e 1st day of holiday. but after dis its SLC i will surely keep u guys updated..veri excited for it :)

n hmm..
life at sch has been reali gd.
post exam activity was reali fun
wid matt N TIC TOE! for amazin race(laughin at e sec3s)
wid ruohan n others at door to door sellin ticket
BEING IN E FINALS for UNO STRESS
i jus luv n appreciate everithin dat is happening

as my motto of life is
everythin happens for a good reason n ill stay by it.
so wat if i hav quitted U CANT REGRET u gotta MOVE ON.
at dis pt.tnk god for givin me dis opportunity

thnks to a number of frens n mua family, my mind has been set
ILL GO FOR IT! FIGHTIN! (not literal meaning)
opportunity oni knocks on ur door once.
wadeva e results it ill stay by it n make e organisation to everione's liking
after all its jus a service.
after all its jus a year more
after all everione can do it together.
not jus u. not jus me.
so ILL JUS STAND FOR ALL. n we will MAKE IT THE ORGANISATION TO B.

im all prepared.
god bless.
happy holidays!
special mention to my lovable 3/7 : its jus a day today.im missin all of u alreadi.the laughter; the teachers; the crap.haiz pls work hard this holiday guys.shubaa will always be WATCHIN U! hahaha. beware.
to the idiotic pathetic 9 guys yea? haha. BETTA GET UR ASSES at hm n study dun slack slack.chambers all. see ya on 4 JUNE :)
luv u all

3e7 a pleasant hm where u take a step in u wont wanna take a step out!

2007-05-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

results!?
yeah yea..
ha..
satisfactory? i guess so.
except i FAILED a maths.
ha. i jus hope some teachers are not biased.
besides jus work hard lahx.
WAT DO I WANA DO . my ambition? i realli duno :(

wanna take dis opportunity.tnks god deeply for being here for me all e time.
n seriously on my side.
helpin me in everithin
everi single thing.
to hu i am now.
an identity.
a respectable identity
tnks alot god.
love ya.

ma readers realli wanna noe wat is it?
ha!
im e PRESIDENT of the LIBRARY!
dear ytZens, if u guys have any inputs on HOW e library can serve ya better? do tag ma blog:)tnks alot.

tsk tsk.
i deeply tnk god, n mdm chan n anione else hu made the decision.
ill make ur decision worth it.
we'll make ur decisions worth it.
ALL READY!! =)

me luv ma life.sry parents for not doin up to expectation.irritated wid maself.
but still haiz.
its a learning process
BETTER BE HAPPY WEN U CAN. dun say wait wait. n U NEVA MAY HAV E DAY or e MOMENT. [dun understand wat im sayin? ha! ill send ya a powerpoint presentation i hav]

JUNE HOLIDAYS COMIN SOON.
yeahhH SLC!!! cant wait man.
home alone now.
appreciate e silence.

2007-05-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

will crying out solve ur problems?

2007-05-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

I WATCHED MICKEYMOUSE CLUB HOUSE N DONLAD KEPT SHAKIN HIS BUT IN E EPISODE.WAT A ENTERTAINMENT! MUAX.

i neva knew he was soo hot

he hot.

below e face.

the torso.

omg.

LAST PAPER!! LAST PAPER!! wheeeeeee~~

2007-05-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

passin is all u r lookin out for
den dun was ur time.
????????????????????????

2007-05-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

have u ever step onto the stage b4 ur song even started?!

my passion...

2007-05-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

finally i can blog.
finally.

its mid year exams goin on now.
ytd i had a 'wake up'
hmph?! "studies gonna go down" such a phrase hav such great impact on me.
we noe oni frens but do our actions speak e same?
no kiss.
no holdin hands.
no goin out together.
no mushy thingy.
= fren?!

hopefully.
zap zap ZOOM --> out of head now.
chemistry was kinda ok? not tt of a killer coz i studied n am gd at calculations ha.
e mathematics? ms chin jus loves us. we luv u too sweet voice n appearance cher.

i wanna move on from here. talk less. concentrate more on studies. but this mye did talkin distract me? did smsing distract me? hmph no. i seriously dun tink so. DEN? but hey jus frens needa talk so much? yeah fine. ill jus hang on. i noe i can adapt. i noe i can change . coz
THE MAN ABV IS ALWAYS WATCHIN AFTER ME N LOVES ME ALOT.
i love u too.
more than anyone else on EARTH HERE.

2007-04-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

Roses are red, violets are blueMonkeys like you should be kept in the zoo.Don't feel so angry, you will find me there tooNot in a cage but laughing at you.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Twinkle twinkle little starYou should know what you areAnd once you know what you areMental hospital is not so far.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The rain makes all things beautiful.The grass and flowers too.If rain makes all things beautifulWhy doesn't it rain on you?*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.then ~ I wrote your name on my heart And I got a heart attack straight away
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
God saw me hungry, HE created pizza.HE saw me thirsty, HE created PepsiHE saw me in dark, HE created lightHE saw me without problems, HE created YOU. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
When your life is in darkness, pray to Godask him to free you from darknessand if after you pray,you're still in darkness,please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!

quite a gd week :)

2007-04-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

from e time i cld tink. i saw u
i neva had left ya since den.
u were always wid me.
especially wen i needed someone to cry to
especially wen i needed a break
especially wen i jus needed to CLOSE MY EYES

i changed ya wid diff forms.
but as few years back it was oni you tt i felt
it was u hu gave e break
it was u hu allowed me to sleep
it was u jus let me pour my feelings free

whenever u took ur short stroll
ill be SHOCKED n search for u high n low.
u neva cld escape far as i caught u fast.

but todae.
i duno wher u r?
im simply dyin everi nite.
its like 12.50am now. harlo its school day.
but sleepless nights widout u.
whereva u r.
u may not see dis
but i need u.
im 15 so?
i need u.

psst its not wat u thinkin! anywayx experienced being a cashier get a fussy customer? i salute the patient cashier at cold storage. u go girl! ha.

2007-04-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

woots! being an emcee is realli a gd experience
-limelight
if u eva get a chance to b one betta b.
joinin debate was e root.
luv e way i spoke
except tt ER
HA.
havin dis super bz schedule coz dance performance on 28april.
jus hope i dun screw mid years n can do hw finish.
msg n outgoin BOOM alreadi so sry if i dun reply.
ill try to though

3/7 missed mr teo
i got a veri bad experience of being a bad leader
i learnt ma lesson :)
u neva noe wat crap ur actions can brin u to!

2007-04-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

i love ma skin!

2007-03-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

if a guy n a girl sit next to each other
= stead
= sth sth!
but y? oni these 2.
= frens?
watz wrong?
y is e society like tt
to those hu heard wadeva crap, wanna believe up to u? i noe wat im doin. n i cant b bothered. =)
to the one hu thinks its LONG TIME ALREADI pls get ur facts rite. u noe me betta den i noe maself?

EV! its fun. u start to appreciate n realise wat the sch has actually done for ya
a good recall of memory n understandin of e sch systems as well :)

kinda bad week.- lost a loved one.
- good fren is going thru bad times
- keep havin off n on fever
- got mad at 2 frens for bluerk
- TODAE gonna fail physics SPA

~whee speech day rehearsal tmr! MORE LIVE. more LIVE ha!
sumtimes its kewl to dress up HOT n ACT HOT.
try the khaitb bottle tree pte ltd. impressive!
i luv walkin,starin, n glarin at the water:) tinkles ma skin.ha